(ix of swords)

(ix of swords)
sorrow & insomnia
my mind won’t shut up
like a dog barking relentlessly
a hunting dog on a chain
trying trying trying to get free
into the fields where there’s game

with sleep there’s only dreams of you
sex saturated so fucking frustrating
cuz i always wake up & they’re not true
i want to scream i want to scream i want to scream
cuz you’re gone you’re gone you’re gone
another day dawns & i feel like shit

i hate feeling like this all the time
i just don’t know what to do

© polly macdavid

(cross-posted at http://silverapplequeen.blogspot.com/)

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