i knew, i knew this was going to be bad.
madness shines through my eyes like a milky way of nothingness.
this is not me. this is exactly who i am. this is my true self. oh sweet lord, this is my exultation & my doom. until infinity.
i am a backwards cinderella with a broken toe. my shoes are shattered. my shoes are red. i want to dance all night long. i am in the wrong fairy tale.
i am mixed up.
i am possessed by a wizard who promised me all his love & his life. i am his slave. i want freedom but no, no, no, sweet lord, don’t take this man from me, he is my exultation & my doom. until infinity.
& the nights go on & the days dawn & i am i am i am.
until exultation & doom.